Thursday, July 29, 2010

almost goodbye

i feel like im about to lose this cave soon. i can already taste the loss. i haven't been blogging for quite awhile, for a lot of reasons that i don't want to write down. i know i have said that this is going to be a haven for random thoughts and feelings, now im not sure anymore.


the post below says it all. i love it here, but im afraid i have to leave. too many heartaches posted. but i won't leave abruptly. i need to slowly take out every single post and remember every single happy and sad moment while i wrote a post. i know, i know, im overdramatic. what can i say, its hard to let go of something that you lovingly cared for even for a short while. yeah, i'm always like that. i don't take the little things for granted.


although i have thought about making another home. this time it will all be bright and sunny (?) ugh. knowing how i am, i wonder if i can pull that off. but anyway, its all about positivity (?) positivity for a negative introverted person. haven't fully decided yet though. but i'll get there.


*now im listening to azure ray singing 'Move on, move on. There's no point in waiting' .... hmmmm... patience nalang gud :P


so let's see how this goes..

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